VidCon but you can't

Lets see some rationale here. VidCon (short for ViddConn) is the annual YouTube gathering which held in Southern California and founded by the VlogBrothers: Hank and John Green. Most of the worth while YouTubers show up unless they are doing something better for the world, so naturally Ray William Johnson didn't go. Because he isn't worth watching not because he is doing something better. All the people I draw to as inspiration and influences from YouTube are there and having a good time, partying and meeting their fans. I thought that meeting my idols would be the best way to get them to meet me and find out who I am. If I approach them on the Internet I feel like just another nerd pushing up his glasses and saying in a nasally voice "hey, you guys are awesome, maybe you would like my stuff too." This makes sense in my head. They probably get a lot of requests like that. And I also think that my real persona is my funnier side, and If they saw they would like me more. I just need human approval and if it was from masters in the field it would mean a lot more. But I realized I would make videos weather I got anywhere with it or not, just because I have to be funny and I really enjoy the process. I am happy with the stuff I am putting out and apparently other people are too.

     *If you noticed, before I confessed that I didn't actually attend VidCon, I inhaled. So Inhalation for Confession is the name of my Maroon 5 cover band, you would be surprised how many people didn't get it.